Friday, 17th of April

Hello Love!

Dear Love,

                It is great to be back with blogging. Oh well, I just finished making my IM’s and fortunately I already passed it just few minutes ago. I opened my gmail too and there, I’ve remembered to make a blog about my thoughts of you yay hahaha.

                Loveee, I miss you so so much. Too bad, we have been caught up with so much to do. I miss our long talks and how deeply affectionate we have been. But it’s okay. You have to do well in what you have to do Love. I want to see you achieve your goals in life and before that, you have to undergo process and that has been what you are doing this time. Love, I am proud of you and will always be proud of you. I am always rooting for you!

                My dose for today is missing you so much. I just miss you and I do miss youuuuuuu a lot! And I won’t deny that it is breaking my heart. But it will always be okay as long as it is you. You are worthy of love and I enjoy loving you so much. Just do me a favor then Love. Do please take care of yourself in there.

                As for now, let us stay as it is but my love for you won’t be steady as it want more. Love, you’ll forever be in my heart. I miss you. I love you.

                I always hope for us.

               

Sunday, 12th of April

Hello Love!

Sunday, 12^th of April

Dear Love,

                It is such a hot afternoon here. With windows half closed, I’m up making a blog about you, for you and about us. Anyway, it would be a memory I want to behold forever- my feelings for you.

                I came across a movie in YouTube of two girls who fell in love with each other. They were cute and everything they do was really cute but just as life works, turning points came. People don’t really favor same sex relationships and that factor would really be detrimental to people who engage in that phase. But who cares right? When people really love each other, who give a fuck to the comments of others? Well, in my own accord, I can handle such. After all, as long as I am with you, I think I can go mile deeper in not caring about what others think.

                Now, going deeper in thoughts, I just felt sad how far we are right now. Far by distance. You know, it feels terrible to yearn from someone who we can’t get hold of for the miles and miles of spaces we have. And these foolish thoughts of mine came across with, “what if you’ll get tired of us?

                Love, I know how I suck in relationships but you know what, this is the relationship that I have never gone so crazy of. I am rooting for this. I am rooting for you. I am rooting for us. So, what if you’ll get tired of us, of our set-up, of how far we are by distance –I don’t really know what to do. I know it is tiring to just have chats or texts of the same flow but I just can’t get enough of you. You make me happy. You make feel important and loved. And even if it is just the same as what usual is, I’ll choose it rather than having no something from you.

                If you’ll get tired of us, can please tell me if you are feeling so? Can we take some rest but never give up? Can we rekindle again? Can we wait for the day when all of these barricades are over? That we can finally hug, kiss and caress each other? That we can have sleep together and wake up the next day with each other’s side? That we can watch movies and eat together? That we can wipe each other’s tears?

                Love, please hold on. I’ll take a tight grip of us here too. I hope that if we get tired, we don’t break a tie. I hope that if we get tired, it is just being tired and moments later, we get to love more of each other again. I hope we can get through this and to whatever that may split us. Love, I hope. I hope for blessings in us. I hope for us.

                I Love You!